Sir and i have arrived home from our vacation. There are truly no words that can describe the week that we just shared together. Springtime in the northern United States can, and does, take your breath away. Trying to go through everything would take a book, so i would like to pick some of my favorite things about this time away.

1) i was given the honor and privilege of being able to spend several, uninterrupted days with my Owner. i loved and embraced being able to take care of His every need and want, every second of the day.

2) i learned how to relax. my Owner knows me so well, and He knows that i haven’t had the chance to really learn how to relax in my adult life. He taught me how to relax, and just take in the moments. He was patient and kind when i had to be ‘reminded’ to relax. Thank You Sir.

3) i was given the gift of seeing the most breathtaking scenery of my life, and i was given the incredible gift of seeing those with my Owner. i have always loved being near the water. Being born and raised in the center of the United States did not afford me many opportunities to spend any time near any large bodies of water. This week, i did. i saw a lake like You wouldn’t believe, and waterfalls that, literally, brought tears to my eyes. THIS was the life that i had been waiting for….being in my favorite place with someone whom i love and adore more than anyone. How does life get any better than that.

4) We spent some time watching the local Air Force team doing maneuvers. Both Sir and i LOVE spending time watching planes, and it just so happens that the roar of a fighter jet is absolutely exhilerating to both of us. The bonus is, it also gets His slave really wet. Lucky for us, we will be able to share that affinity for planes so much more now that the weather is getting nicer.

5) i continued my training…scratch that…Sir continued His training of me. He took me to Hell and then to Heaven, and in turn, i continued to learn about myself and my Owner, and likewise, He learned more about me, and maybe even a little bit more about Himself as well.

Never fear however, it wasn’t ALL fun and games by any means. Training means training, and there were times when Sir broke me…bringing me to the point of despair. Our last night there, was a perfect example of one of those times. We had a beautiful day out exploring nature, seeing waterfalls, enjoying the beautiful weather, taking silly pictures of each other. We returned back to the lodge, and napped for a bit, just relaxing and snuggling. i was in that ‘trying to not get sad’ mode because it would be our last evening there. We woke, and i prepared dinner with wine, and after a late dinner, we moved back to the bedroom and enjoyed an hour long Jacuzzi bath for two.

During our bath, Sir told me that there would be an intense session following the bath. Intense doesn’t even begin to describe what occurred. After the bath, i was ordered to shower, while He prepared. When i finished my shower, i went back into the bedroom to find all of the toys from the toy box laid out on the bed…and i mean EVERYTHING. my wrists were cuffed, and then my wrists were clipped together to a loop that was hung over the door, so, essentially, i was virtually suspended, by my wrists. He took the panties that i had worn all day long, and stuffed them in my mouth to gag me. i was scared…really scared.

First He took the leather laces, gathered them all together and started whipping me with them…all over the front of my body…across my tits, my stomach, my legs, my arms. The pain from that, coupled with the tingling i was now feeling in my fingers from being suspended above my head brought immediate tears. As i tried to move my hands to try to get the tingling to stop, i realized i was beginning to lose feeling in them, and my shoulders were beginning to really hurt as well. i am not tall…so even standing against the door, my hands did not reach the door frame, so there was that extra pressure as well. Tiptoes would not have helped. Nothing would have helped and i couldn’t tell Sir this because i was gagged. Oh, He asked me several times what was wrong, but delighted in the fact that i could not tell Him.

When He was finished whipping me with the leather laces, He took one lace each and tied each tit…tight. Normally, i really like having my tits tied…but so much of my focus was on my hands, which were at the point where i could feel nothing but cold, and i tried, so hard to shut my mind off. After tying my tits, He got out a musical conductor’s baton. It took hardly any pressure from Him hitting my tits with that, to send me to the despair point. i tried to beg, through the panty gag for Him to release my hands…i know that, although i was gagged, He knew that i was begging, and He told me, repeatedly, that He would stop when He was ready to stop and not a moment before. My mind knew that…my mind always knows that He will take from me what He wants, when He wants, and for how long He wants.

After several minutes…i don’t know…maybe 10 minutes, He reached up and checked my hands. He released my hands from the clip, and told me that He would give me a break…but that they were going right back up when He felt my break was over. At this point, i could barely stand up, i was sick to my stomach, i…was…broken. Even i didn’t recognize me. i didn’t recognize the feelings that i was feeling. There was nothing about me that was me…and that scared me, but not as much as when He grabbed my wrists and put them right back up over my head.

Then He pulled out the vibrator. You would think that i would have been delighted to feel the vibrations rubbing on my cunt. That couldn’t have been any further from the truth. Despair does funny things to a person. A nympho-slut like myself can get wet just from the SOUND of the vibrator…but there was nothing…nothing…nothing. He shoved it up my cunt, and told me i was to grip it with my cunt muscles and not let it fall out, and if i did, He would hurt me like i wouldn’t believe….which seemed ironic, because i DID believe that He would hurt me…and that it would be bad. But even 200 Kegel muscle exercises a day couldn’t keep that bad boy up inside of me, and when i felt it slipping, and kept gripping, i knew…i just knew. He heard the thud as it fell on the ground, and the switch was flipped in me. As the sobbing started again, He came up to me, clutched my throat with his hands to choke me, and questioned me as to why i let it fall out. Of course, i was gagged, and broken, and in pain, and in despair, so answering Him was not an option. He shoved it up my cunt again, gave me the same order to not let it fall, and walked over to the bed to retrieve the laces to whip me with again.

At that point, if i hadn’t been suspended, i know i would have collapsed. He continued to whip me, poke me, choke me, slap my tits, take what He wanted from me, until He was finished. When i felt the clip on the wrist cuffs come undone again, He was finished. He removed the gag from my mouth, and i remember, so vividly my lips shaking so badly, He had to walk me over to the bed, and lay me down, because i would not have been able to do it myself. Frankly, i am not sure how i even managed to breathe on my own at that point. i thought i had felt ‘broken’ before…that was nothing like i felt during this session. He truly took me through a Hell that He wanted me to go through…and i hated every moment of it.

After a somewhat lengthy aftercare session, still floating in my space, He decided that it was time for the Heaven, and i felt the Hitachi turn on. Remember that ‘nothing’ that i had felt earlier with the vibrator? Apparently what i ‘should have’ felt went into some kind of reserve tank, because Sir took me through at LEAST 3 incredibly violent, speaking in tongues orgasms with the Hitachi. He kept telling me afterwards that He had to hold me down, because i was just flailing around so much. That probably contributed to the earth shattering orgasms…knowing that He was holding me down…restricting me with His body.

Then, He was finished playing with His toy for the evening. The toys went away, He told me it was bedtime, and we crawled into bed, and started talking. One of the many things that i think is so great about my Owner and me is that we love to talk to each other. We love to talk about everything, and that includes discussing a session we may have had. We talked about how i struggled with this session, internally, because i know that i absolutely HATED what He did to me, but after it was over, and i continued to think about it, and process it, i knew that i loved it. His response to me, so many times is, “who knows exactly what You need?” Obviously, the answer to that question is NOT ‘me’. He knew i needed to be hurt. He knew i needed to be broken, and He knew exactly how far to take me. That is why i have absolute, unfaltering trust in my Owner…He knows exactly what i need.

Thank You Sir…for the most amazing week of my life. It was an honor to be with You on this vacation.

On another quick note…i know you all have been wondering what the ‘news’ is, and Sir has instructed me to ‘dish’.

So…..here’s the deal. Part of the reason of this trip – in addition to our vacation - was so that Sir could complete the purchase of a large tract of land (almost 100 acres) in the area we were visiting. It is literally stunning property, next to a river and surrounded by forest, and offers the highest degree of privacy you could imagine. Even the road to the property is a private road (Sir’s road), and that will be gated off with automatic gates when the construction is finished. Distance to the nearest neighbor is measured in miles. It is paradise. And now it belongs to Sir.

Sir has also procured a place to live nearby as He designs and builds the compound in which we will live – our “sanctuary”. We will be moving there TOGETHER in just a couple of months. The design and construction will take several years – Sir has given an immense amount of thought into every tiny detail. And i am honored to be serving at His feet as He builds our dream.

He has made my dream come true, and i will be continuing to serve Him 24/7 emotionally and mindfully, but very, very soon, will be given the honor and privilege of serving him 24/7 physically, as we begin a new phase of our lives together under the same roof. The excitement for both of us is just radiating from within as we busily prepare for the transition. This trip solidified, for me, that serving Him is exactly what i was born to do. Our ‘dress rehearsal’ was fantastic, and i just know it’s going to get so much better, once the transition is complete. We have both worked really hard to get where we are today, and our patience is being rewarded with this transition that will be fulfilling both of our dreams. Thank You Sir.

So…there you have it…the beautiful vacation, the ‘scoop’ on the news, and everything that is new and noteworthy. So, while i am so sad that the vacation is over, i smile at the knowledge that we had this amazing week, and we are embarking on this amazing life that we have created with each other.

Life…is…good

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